Wednesday, November 30, 2011

M-I-S-S-I-S-S-I-P-P-I (Day 5)

Museums, Memories, and More
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
There are a few words that come to mind:

  • Incredible
  • Fun
  • Busy
  • Memorable
  • Exciting

The day started with Papa/Grammie heading to Magee, MS to pick up Aunt Maura.  After they left, Aunt MooMoo/Uncle JoJo headed to school. Followed by Uncle Michael leaving for work and school - finally! After all had left, all 5 us cleaned up and went on to the Mississippi Children's Museum!

I had stepped inside yesterday to get some details, and was beyond excited as I knew that the kiddos would LOVE it, so we wanted to spend the entire day there. There was so much to do and so much to see, that I am not even sure where to begin in describing what was there for us to do. . .

We had decided that this would be an all day event - we went for about 2 1/2 hours in the morning before everyone, well Daddy and I, were becoming cranky and needed some food in our tummies, so we headed back home to get some warm food. As we were leaving the museum, with the intent of coming back after lunch, we realized that this was not happeneng fast! They had the Bair E. Batson Children's Hospital Neonatal and Pediatric ambulance out front giving tours. The kiddos LOVED seeing this especially the Neonatal transport as they had an isolette set up with a baby doll that had all of the tubes and wires that Wes had. . . After this tour, each kiddo was fit with a bicycle helmet! Then came the car seat sftey check that took forever, but when it comes to my kiddos, I would rather play it safe! While we were doing this, we were also being filmed for a little commercial or something on TV. Once I find it, I will put it on here!

We came home and ate some food/relaxed for a bit. Right as we were about to walk out the door, Aunt Maura, whom my kiddos have met, but have no memories of, came through the door. Today was the day that she was moving to Hudsbeth in Pearl, MS, and Mama/Papa had a spare moment that allowed them to bring her home! At first the kiddos were, understandably timid, but took NO time to warm up to their Aunt! They laughed, asked question, and played with her. It did my heart such good to see her and just how grown up she is. I loved every minute!

After about an hour of us visiting, it was time for them to head back to Hudsbeth and for us to get back to the Children's Museum. We spent about another 2 hours there playing, exploring, and having fun before we brought Hannah to Aunt RaRa's to make cupcakes with her! They had a great time and we had dessert for the night!

It was a great day of memories for all!

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

M-I-S-S-I-S-S-I-P-P-I (Day 4)

Revisiting the Past ~ The Ag Museum
Tuesday, November 29, 2011

This morning began with a jolt at 4:15am, when Wesley awoke calling for Mommy! To keep from waking everybody, I quickly went in there and scooped him up and brought him to the super comfy recliner in the family room. He clearly did not want to be there as he kept saying to me that he wanted to play and see Jazz, Uncle Michael's dog.  After a few moments of snuggles, he stopped asking, his body relaxed, and I knew that he was asleep and I quickly followed his lead and fell back asleep in the recliner with my baby snuggled in my arms!

At about 6:15, a certain 6 1/2 year old can trotting into the front room. He had just crawled into the chair with me when Papa came in from the camper to get cleaned up and begin his day. Within a few moments, Uncle JoJo and Aunt Mollie were also up getting ready. Little Robert and Wesley helped Papa start a fire as it was COLD! By 6:50, Hannah had joined those that were awake and Papa was geting ready to go to work! Aunt Mollie and Uncle JoJo ate breakfast and then went on their own to St. Joe for school. . . shortly after they left, while I was straightening up, I realized that Uncle JoJo left his lunch here at home :-(

The rest of the morning was pretty lazy. We played. We cleaned. We had fun. At around 10:00, we decided to get cleaned up and not look like the walking dead! I took a nice shower and the kiddos took a nice LONG, HOT bath that they loved. Afterwards, they ate lunch followed by naps! Daddy and I tried to lay down, but Hannah and Wesley thought otherwise. We had no sooner laid down when they began to talk to each other, so daddy went in there so that I could sleep. While we were resting, Grammie and Little Robert were out o a date. This was great as it allowed us to both rest and the peace of a quiet house - who ever knew that a 6 year old can make SO much noise?!?!?

After everyone woke up, I called Grammie to let her know that we were ready to go the the Forestry and Agriculture Museum, a.k.a. The Ag Museum. She brought Little Robert home and we were off. We got there about 90 minutes before they closed and that was the perfect amount of time!

We started outside where it was VERY cold. The kiddos enjoyed visiting the doctor's office, the gas station, the 2 room schoolhouse, the Church, the blacksmith, the printer, and all of the other Small Town, Mississippi buildings that were there. After We left Small Town, we proceeded to the the barn and house. The kiddos were very concerned about where they had to go potty and began to laugh hysterically when I told them about outhouses! After leaving this area, we went on inside the museum where they had heat! We took a picture in the giant rocker that was built by Mr. Harkins, who happens to be mommy's very good friend, Ms. Jordan, uncle! After this, we went on inside and began the tour. They saw all sorts of things and had many questions about what all they saw - and then the saw it - TRAINS, and lots of them!

It turns out, that inside of the Ag Museum now, there is a huge train exhibit. The train guys are in the process of switching the regular exhibit for the Christmas one, so a good bit of them were not working. However, since we were the only ones in there, one of the gentlemen offered to let us go inside the exhibit and stand on the caboose so that he could take a picture of us. The kiddos were thrilled to do this and the picture came out pretty darn cute!

After the full 90 minutes of hanging out and learning about MS's past, the kiddos were completely ready to go. We were grateful that they were initiating the leave as we were concerned that 90 minutes would not be enough for the. After bundling up, we began the walk to the minivan and then proceeded back to Grammie and Papa's house. . .

When we arrived back here, Uncle JoJo called to say that he was ready to be picked up from school so Uncle Michael and Daddy made the trip to St. Joe to pick him up from soccer practice. While they were gone, Papa came home and Aunt RaRa came over.

Once all that were meant to be here were here, we (all 11 of us!) gathered around the table for dinner - Mama made my favorite enchilladas and they were great! It was great fun as we had yet to enjoy a full meal together. This was memorable and great and reminded me of how it was when I was growing up. We even lit the first candle on the advent wreath! After every one ate a good dinner, Grammie pulled out the ice cream, caramel, whipped cream, and spirinkles - the kiddos LOVED making their own sundaes!

As everyone finished up with their dessert, they headed in seperate directions - Wesley and Uncle Michael played the piano - Uncle JoJo and Little Robert played the Wii - Grammie and Pop were read a book by Hannah - All of this, daddy and I truly enjoyed watching. It brought SO much joy to both of us to see them having such great fun and making the memories.

Soon all of that was over and the kiddos got in jammies, brushed teeth, gave hugs/kisses, and then went to bed. During this, Papa and Daddy ran to the store to get a few things and this left me and Grammie some time to truly talk - to have that heart to heart that I have needed. To get that mama hug that I have been longing for. To get that reassurance and love that only a mama can give. We hugged . We talked. We cried. It felt incredible. Again, it was what I have been needing for quite some time now - Thank you, Mama for meeting this need. I can not describe just how much good it has done to my heart. . . I feel like I can now face the week ahead with your support and prayers. I love you!

Now, I sit here and prepare for bed. I realize that when we wake tomorrow, it will be Wednesday. That will be the halfway point for our trip. I so badly do not want this to end. I do not want any part of this to end. Thus far, this trip has far exceeded any of our expectations and I pray that the pattern continues!

Ps. My novena begins tomorrow, so if you have any intentions that you would like added, email me or leave a comment in the section provided.

Monday, November 28, 2011

M-I-S-S-I-S-S-I-P-P-I (DAY 3)

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow!
Monday, November 28, 2011

It has been a somewhat busy day! It began with the hustle and bustle of getting everybody to work and school. . . well almost everybody --> Uncle Michael, who is at Jackson State University, either pursuing a second Bachelors or a Masters, decided to skip his Physics class and just sleep!

After everyone left, I was once again given the task of keeping the kiddos quiet while Uncle Michael and Daddy continued to sleep. FINALLY around 9:30, they began to wake up and get ready for the day. Shortly after that, Mama woke and everybody began to get ready to face the day!

Mama was going down to Magee to take Maura to get a haircut and accomplish a few other tasks before she leaves Mill Creek on Wednesday. Initially we were all going to go, but that did not occur and I am not sure how I feel about it. . . I want to see her. I need to see her. I need my kiddos to meet their Aunt. But every way I played it out in my head for today, it just did not work. And after last night, and only sleeping about 3-4 hours, I am glad!

Around  the time that Mama left, we left decided to go see our old house - 356 North Grove Circle ~ Brandon, MS. It looks terrible! Weeds everywhere, overgrown bushes. . . Not to mention that the neighborhood has gone downhill.  The kiddos loved seeing the very first neighborhood that Mommy and Daddy lived in!

We then took them to a Hibachi Grill for the first time and they had a great time! Hannah and Wes were so excited that they would be having rice :-) Little Robert was quite concerned about the fire, but once he was reassured that all would be well, he was fine. Hannah kept her eyes covered. Wesley kept his ears covered.

After filling our tummies with fabulous food, we then headed home to take naps. Wesley went straight to sleep in his crib while Hannah and I snuggled in Grammie/Papa's bed. Within minutes they were both asleep - sound asleep!

About 30 minutes after we had fallen asleep, Daddy and Little Robert came running in informing us that it was S-N-O-W-I-N-G outside! I scooped Hannah up and put shoes and hats on Robert and Hannah, We ran outside for a few moments and caught snowflakes in our palms and tongues! They had a great time and Daddy and I loved watching them have such a great time.

We came in after about 5 minutes outside. Hannah and I headed to the back to go back to sleep, which completely surprised me as she NEVER goes back to sleep.  3 1/2 hours later I had to wake her up! I am guessing that all of her little to no sleeping has caught up to her. . . finally!

After waking up, the older 2 went to see Happy Feet 2 with Grammie and Aunt LaLa, mommy and daddy went Keifers for dinner, and Wesley ate cookies at home with Papa and Uncle Michael. All had a great time and enjoyed the little bit of away time from each other!

Now, the kiddos are asleep (or beginning the process!) while Papa, Uncle Michael, Aunt Clare and Uncle Will, and Uncle JoJo watch the Saints game! It is fun to be around the excitement and hustle/bustle again and I am loving every single minute of this chaos!

Thank you all that made this happen (You know who you are, my love!)!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

M-I-S-S-I-S-S-I-P-P-I (Day 2)

Low Key / Laid Back Kind of Day
Sunday, November 27, 2011

Today was a long, yet fabulous day. The kiddos woke at 5:15 am central time and, go me, I kept them quiet until Uncle JoJo woke at 8:30! After that, I let them go and they went a bit crazy ~ playing Wii, dancing, playing, making all sorts of noise. Within 1/2 an hour, the rest of the house was awake and the real fun began. . . Papa made breakfast while the rest of us enjoyed coffee, laughter, and memory making!

Aunt LaLa came over after she finished the nursery and spent time with us for a bit.  While she was playing the younger two went down for naps and she took Little Robert for a bit to her house. Shortly after they left, Uncle Michael arrived with Aunt Shelly in tow! We spoke for a bit and then mama and I decided to go get manicures - after 3 different salons, we found one that was open and pampered ourselves (Thank you, mama  - I enjoyed our time together!). When we returned, it was time for Mama to go to work and Aunt Shelly to head back to USM. Unbeknownst to all though, Aunt Shelley had our bag of shoes with her, leaving the kiddos with only their crocs for this VERY cold week!

We rested and relaxed for a bit longer and then got ready for 5pm Mass at St. Richard's. . . It was SO nice to be able to go to mass with most of my siblings. There were 10 of us there, and I loved every minute of it - except for that little girl with the squeaky shoes! Once Mass was over, we returned home to Mama/Papa's where Papa was making homemade burgers and Aunt LaLa was making buttered rum - YUM!

The kiddos are having a great time playing with their Aunts and Uncles. Robert and I are having a great time watching them make memories. I am enjoying the time with my parents, brothers, and sisters. Makes me appreciate family even more. . .

36 hours of the trip have elapsed so far and I want it desperately to slow down. I want to not take a moment for granted. I feel like a little kid, fighting sleep to avoid the thought of missing something, anything. This time with my family is so much fun. The chaos of it all. The memories of it all.

Thank you, my love, for this surprise. It is one of the best surprises ever!

Saturday, November 26, 2011

M-I-S-S-I-S-S-P-P-I (Day 1)

Travel Day
Saturday, November 26, 2011

I am pleasantly surprised to say that we had an incredibly great drive yesterday. There were NO fights, tears, snafus - NOTHING went wrong. We even made it in record (with kiddos) time - 9 1/2 hours. . .

We left the house around 8 am and made a quick stop for gas and coffee then onto the open road. The kiddos were enjoying their movies and were so very excited about going to Jackson, MS to see Grammie and Papa, Aunt RaRa and Uncle Bret, Uncle Michael and Aunt Shelley, Aunt Clare and Uncle Will, Aunt Maura, Aunt Mollie, and Uncle JoJo. 

At around 12, we made a quick stop for lunch. The kiddos had been begging for Happy Meals, so we obliged. After lunch, we filled the van up with gas and then back to the open road. The younger two took short naps, while Mommy passed out (I guess that the weeks of like 4 hours of sleep a night caught up to me yesterday as I could NOT keep my eyes opened up!) and then we were back to watching movies, playing games, having fun, and doing great! Among this, there were great moments where my mommy heart was overjoyed - When Little Robert gave Wesley his head phones, so that he could hear 'Ming Ming, Too' (a.k.a. The Wonder Pets). 

As we got closer to Jackson, MS, the excitement began to increase greatly within the minivan. We decided to to stop by and see Grammie at the VA Hospital before heading over to my childhood home. Finally at 5:30p, we pulled into the driveway and I could hardly contain my excitement! We all ran inside and were greeted by Papa, who was making one of my favorites - Homemade Chicken and Dumplings! Before much longer, Aunt RaRa joined us, closely followed by Aunt LaLa and Uncle Will.  

After dinner, Robert, Hannah, and Wesley found the Wii. They played Baseball, Tennis, Boxing, etc and made great memories with their Aunts.  In fact, when they woke at 5:15 this am, it was the first thing they asked to do. . . if only I knew how to work it!

90 minutes or so after we arrived, Uncle Michael and Uncle JoJo returned home from their unsuccessful deer hunting excursion. Even though they smelled terrible, I enjoyed hugging them and seeing them. . .

Aunt Mollie was out babysitting, so we were unable to see her last night, but we at least spoke on the phone, which was nice. Hopefully Monday, Daddy, the kiddos, maybe Grammie, and I will drive down to Magee and see Aunt Maura. . .

It is so nice to be surrounded by most of my siblings. To be back in the chaos. To feel back at home as this will always be home.  My heart has needed this. . .

I love being here with my family. Being ably to sit and talk with them. To enjoy each others company. My goal is to enjoy every moment. My prayer is that these moments do not go by too Fast. . . 

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

At The Car Shop. . .

With our upcoming journey to MS, we had to get the van in proper working order. To do this, we had to make 2 different trips to our favorite car shop, Crossroads Automotive. The shop is owned by Mr. John, as the kiddos call him. He is an incredible husband and father, not to mention a devout Catholic. When Robert and I lived in Mississippi, we would get the car serviced only when we made trips out here! We just love him that much!

Anyhow, the kiddos and I spent a day last week getting an oil change and 'tune up' performed, but had to come back today for a wheel alignment, rear wiper, and new headlights. Last weeks visit was pretty painless - it was first thing in the morning - 9am - so we just did our school work. However, today was different. Our appointment was at 2pm which is right when the kiddos are waking up from nap and wanting to run outside. I was begining to stress and then I remembered that we still had turkeys to make! We quickly packed everything into bags, ran up the road to get glue sticks and a diet coke and then headed to Mr. John's. . .

The kiddos immediately made themselves at home coloring and assembly their turkeys. They girls enjoyed it more than the boys, but all had a great time and it was a great learning time - they had to write what they were thankful for on the feathers, count out the feathers and sort them by color, etc etc.
 

Everyone had fun in their own way. For example, Little Robert enjoyed making it snow feathers - he would gather them into a pile and throw them into the air where they would scatter. The girls were quite annoyed with this, but that only made Little Robert enjoy it more!

It took a lot longer than I thought it would, but every moment was enjoyed, AND they came out pretty cute! Wesley needed help with his, so this is Mommy and Wesley's turkey! (That tire in the background was an actual customers tire!)

After we finished the Turkeys and cleaned up, we realized that Curious George was on PBS kids. Wesley was in a bad mood and all that he wanted to do was sit with his Hannah!
Little Robert was very tuned into Curious George. . .

We finally left Mr. John's about 3 hours after we arrived, and I am very proud to say that everyone did great. . . So, if you ever have to go to a car repair shop the day before Thanksgiving, make turkeys - it is quite memorable for all :-)

Writing Numbers




 This is taken from a blog that I adore called Simple. Messy. Fun! Amy is incredibly resourceful and always thinking of ways to help out. I am having some difficulty with numbers for one of the kiddos that I homeschool and have been looking for things to help her out when I saw this post ~ A Little Trick In Writing Numbers... ! It is precious and I hope that you enjoy it as much as I did - When you are done reading it, hop on over to her blog and check out all of her other great ideas!


A little trick in writing numbers...



My little man has started kindergarten and is LOVING it. He comes home and tells me all about his day learning new things. When I ask his favorite thing he says, EVERYTHING! (Well, he has recently mastered the art of swinging, so now recess is the current favorite, but he still loves everything else as well.)

He came home last week telling me little rhymes his teacher had taught him on how to write his numbers. I had never heard them before so I wanted to share them with you all. He struggled a bit in writing his numbers before, but now that he knows these little rhymes, he has no problem!

1 - 1 is easy, 1 is fun, just a line and then you're done!
2 - Around and back on a railroad track
3 - Around the tree, around the tree, that is how you make a three
4 - Down and over, down some more, that is how you make a four!
5 - Short neck, belly fat, Mr. Five has a hat (that is my favorite)
6 - Around a loop, make a swoop
7 - Across the sky and down from heaven, that is how you make a 7
8 - Make an S but do not wait, go back up and close the gate.
9 - A circle and a line make a nine.

So there you have it. Hope you enjoyed those little tricks and maybe they can help your little ones too!
**Again, this is from Amy over at Simple. Messy. Fun! **

My 3 Stooges

We decided to try something tonight - a sleepover with all 3 of The Little Stooges on the floor in a homemade pallet. It lasted 5 minutes and here is why. . .
A quick breakdown of what you just saw:
  • The older two had slept in the same bed, but never with Wesley. They were excited to have their baby with them and wanted to help him enjoy it.
  • Wesley has always slept in a confined area or with/on me, so he was experiencing a new freedom. 
  • We are all becoming more excited with each passing day about our upcoming adventures in MS. . . 
  • Oh, and they had ice cream for dessert, which = lots of sugar!!

As a mom, I love watching my children interact with each other. I enjoy watching their personal relationships grow, and tonight was a great opportunity. . .

At first it was only going to be the older two in bed together, but when Wesley saw this, he began to cry, so daddy and I decided to see try it out, to see if he could sleep on the floor with the older two. I was actually hopeful, very hopeful.Daddy, however knew it was doomed from the start, even telling them that they only had 5 minutes. We said our goodbyes, reminded them of the rules - stay in bed and no talking - and left. But as soon as we left the room, the giggles began, and I knew that Daddy, once again, was right! Even though it was aggravating because all I wanted them to do was lay down, it was so pleasing to see them having such a great time. . .

They are now all in their own beds where I hope LaLa Land will quickly ensue as I am one tired mama! But even though I am utterly exhausted, I am beyond grateful for these 3 kiddos who teach me so much on a daily basis about love, trust, faith, fun, family, and living each day to its fullest. I could not ask for anything better than these precious ones - I am one very luck lady. . .

Saint Anne ~ Patron Saint of Mothers

I feel like I am at a crossroads of sorts with my mothering, so I have decided to start a novena to St. Anne, the patron saint of mothers. She is the mother of the Blessed Virgin Mary and the Grandmother of Jesus. St. Anne is such an inspiring woman, and she raised such an incredible daughter - the mother of our Lord, Jesus Christ. WOW!

So, one week from today, on Wednesday, November 30, I will begin a Novena to St. Anne. For those not familiar with a Novena, it is a prayer that you say once a day for 9 days. The last day of this Novena will be Thursday, December 8, 2011- The Feast of the Immaculate Conception.

There are so many things that I am trying to deal with right now, and I think that the first way to tackle this is with a Novena, as they always help me. Without fail, every time I begin one, by day #9, the issues at hand are resolved or improving, every time!

If you would like to join me with this Novena, I would love it. Let me know what your prayer intentions are and I will add them to mine. My specific requests are:
  • Trusting in His will with Hannah and not stressing.
  • Finding a way to deal with Little Robert's sass and back talk as I feel that I am always scolding him.
  • Allowing Wesley to 'Grow Up' and peacefully realizing that he, at least for now, is our last child.
  • Feeling more confident in my mothering.
  • And a very important personal intention that weighs heavily on my heart.
Again, please leave leave a comment if you would like me to add your prayer requests to mine!


 


**Recite this prayer first every day**
Glorious St. Anne,
filled with compassion for those who invoke you,
with love for those who suffer,
heavily laden with the weight of my troubles,
I knee at your feet and humbly beg you
to take my present need under your special protection...
(State your intention here.)
Vouchsafe to recommend it to your daughter,
the Blessed Virgin Mary,
and lay it before the throne of Jesus.
Cease not to intercede for me until my request is granted.
Above all, obtain for me the grace to one day meet God face to face,
and with you and Mary and all the angels
and saints praising Him through all eternity.
Amen
**Next, recite the prayer that relates to the day that you are at**
 
  • DAY ONE
Great Saint Anne,
engrave indelibly on my heart
and in my mind the words that have reclaimed
and sanctified so many sinners:
"What shall it profit a man to gain the whole world
if he lose his own soul?"
May this be the principle fruit of these prayers
by which I will strive to honor you during this novena.
At your feet renew my resolution to invoke you daily,
not only for the success of my temporal affairs
and to be preserved from sickness and suffering,
but above all, that I may be preserved from all sin,
that I may succeed in working out my eternal salvation
and that I will receive the special grace of...
(State your intention here.)
O most powerful Saint Anne,
do not let me lose my soul,
but obtain for me the grace of winning my way to heaven,
there with you, you blessed spouse,
and your glorious daughter,
to sing the praise of the most holy
and adorable Trinity forever and ever.
Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.


  • DAY TWO
Glorious Saint Anne,
how can you be otherwise than overflowing
with tenderness toward sinners like myself,
since you are the grandmother of Him who shed His blood for them,
and the mother of her whom the saints call advocate of sinners?
To you, therefore, I address my prayers with confidence.
Vouchsafe to commend me to Jesus and Mary so that,
at your request, I may be granted remission of my sins,
perseverance, the love of God, charity for all mankind,
and the special grace of...
(State your intention here.)
which I stand in need at the present time.
O most powerful protectress,
let me not lose my soul,
but obtain for me that through the merits of Jesus Christ
and the intercession of Mary,
I may have happiness of seeing them,
of loving and praising them with your through all eternity. Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

  • DAY THREE
Beloved of Jesus, Mary and Joseph,
mother of the Queen of Heaven,
take us and all who are dear to us under your special care.
Obtain for us the virtues you instilled in the heart of her
who was destined to become Mother of God,
and the graces with which you were endowed.
Sublime model of Christian womanhood,
pray that we may imitate your example in our homes and families,
listen to our petitions,
(State your intention here.)
Guardian of the infancy
and childhood of the most Blessed Virgin Mary,
obtain the graces necessary for all who enter the marriage state,
that imitating your virtues they may sanctify their homes
and lead the souls entrusted to their care to eternal glory. Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

  • DAY FOUR
Glorious Saint Anne,
I kneel in confidence at your feet,
for you also have tasted the bitterness and sorrow of life.
My necessities, the cause of my tears, are...
(State your intention here.)
Good Saint Anne,
you who did suffer much during the twenty years
that preceded your glorious maternity,
I beseech you, by all your sufferings and humiliations,
to grant my prayer.
I pray to you,
through you love for your glorious spouse Saint Joachim,
through your love for your immaculate child,
through the joy you did feel at the moment of her happy birth,
not to refuse me.
Bless me, bless my family and all who are dear to me,
so that some day we may all be with you in the glory of heaven,
for all eternity.
Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

  • DAY FIVE
Great Saint Anne,
how far I am from resembling you.
I so easily give way to impatience and discouragement;
and so easily give up praying
when God does not at once answer my request.
Prayer is the key to all heavenly treasures and I cannot pray,
because my weak faith and lack of confidence
fail me at the slightest delay of divine mercy.
O my powerful protectress,
come to my aid,
listen to my petition...
(State your intention here.)
make my confidence and fervor,
supported by the promise of Jesus Christ,
redouble in proportion as the trial
to which God in His goodness subjects me is prolonged,
that I may obtain like you more than I can venture to ask for.
In the future I will remember
that I am made for heaven and not for earth;
for eternity and not for time;
that consequently I must ask, above all,
the salvation of my soul
which is assured to all who pray properly
and who persevere in Pray.
Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

  • DAY SIX
Glorious Saint Anne,
mother of the Mother of God,
I beg you to obtain through your powerful intercession
the pardon of my sins and the assistance I need in my troubles...
(State your intention here.)
What can I not hope for
if you deign to take me under your protection?
The Most High has been please to grant the prayers of sinners,
whenever you have been charitable enough to be their advocate.
Kneeling at your feet,
I beg you to help me in all spiritual and temporal dangers;
to guide me in the true path of Christian perfection,
and finally to obtain for me
the grace of ending my life with the death of the just,
so that I may contemplate face to face your beloved Jesus
and daughter Mary in your loving companionship throughout eternity.
Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

  • DAY SEVEN
O Good Saint Anne,
so justly called the mother of the infirm,
the cure for those who suffer from disease,
look kindly upon the sick for whom I pray;
alleviate their sufferings;
cause them to sanctify their sufferings by patience
and complete submission to the divine will;
finally deign to obtain health for them
and with it the firm resolution to honor Jesus, Mary,
and yourself by the faithful performance of duties.
But, merciful Saint Anne,
I ask you above all for the salvation of my soul,
rather than bodily health,
for I am convinced that this fleeting life is given us
solely to assure us a better one.
Now, we cannot obtain that better life
without the help of God�s graces.
I earnestly beg them of you for the sick and for myself,
especially the petition for which I am making in this novena...
(State your intention here.)
through the merits of our Lord Jesus Christ,
through the intercession of His Immaculate Mother,
and through the efficacious and powerful mediation.
O glorious Saint Anne,
Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

  • DAY EIGHT
Remember, O Saint Anne,
you whose name signifies grace and mercy,
that never was it known
that anyone who fled to your protection,
implored your help,
and sought your intercession was left unaided.
Inspired with this confidence,
I fly unto you, good, and kind mother;
I take refuge at your feet,
burdened with the weight of my sins.
O holy mother of the Immaculate Virgin Mary,
despise not my petition...
(State your intention here.)
but hear me and grant my prayer.
Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

  • DAY NINE
Most holy mother of the Virgin Mary,
glorious Saint Anne, I, a miserable sinner,
confiding in your kindness,
choose you today as my special advocate.
I offer and consecrate my person
and all my interests to your care and maternal solicitude.
I hope To serve you and honor you all my life
for the love of your most holy daughter
and to do all in my power to spread devotion to you.
O my very good mother and advocate,
deign to accept me as your servant,
and to adopt me as you child.
O glorious Saint Anne, I beg you,
by the passion of my most loving Jesus,
the Son of Mary, your most holy daughter,
to assist me in all the necessities
both of my body and my soul.
Venerable Mother,
I beg you to obtain for me the favor I seek in this novena...
(State your intention here.)
and the grace of leading a life perfectly conformable
in all things to the divine will.
I place my soul in your hands
and in those of your kind daughter.
I confide it to you,
above all at the moment
when it will be to separate itself from my body in order that,
appearing under your patronage before the Supreme Judge,
He may find it worthy of enjoying His Divine Presence
in your holy companionship in Heaven.
Amen.
Recite the...
Our Father...
Hail Mary...
Glory Be to the Father...
Pray for us, Saint Anne!
That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Fill In the Blank

This week, in First Grade Phonics, we are working on vowels - you know, a, e, i, o, and u. On the page, there is a picture and underneath it is a consonant, blank space, consonant. Little Robert is to look at the picture and identify it and then determine what the vowel is in the middle. . .


He was doing great with it and was having no trouble "reading" the picture and then figuring out the correct vowel to fill in the blank. After getting the first 2 rows correct, I stepped away to tend to the other kiddos. A few minutes later, Little Robert, ever so proudly, brought me his paper so that I could check it. Now, before I even looked at it, I was SO proud because he had NEVER brought me his phonics work before. This is a subject that we always do together, but today, he showed me otherwise!

So, I look at it and realize that he has correctly identified each vowel . . .except one. . . Can you guess what went wrong here?!?!

There is never a dull moment with kiddos! And despite my attempts, he was determined that the vowel was an 'E' instead of an 'I'!!!

Monday, November 21, 2011

My Apologies. . .



 Just a quick apology about not being on much lately. Have just been quite stressed with Hannah, while doing my absolute best to hide, on top of the daily struggles. I have lots of great pictures that need to be posted and some things that need to be updated - like how Wesley COMPLETELY cleared the table after dessert tonight by himself with no one asking. . . granted he made a mess, but what 2 year old would not after cleaning up ice cream?!

Hopefully soon, maybe even tonight, I will be motivated and not feel so physically and emotionally drained by the days end. . .

Friday, November 18, 2011

Discipline 101

We have started a new form of discipline at the Casa de Riker. It is one that Daddy and I found in a parenting magazine and fell in love with. It is very simple and effective. It puts each child in charge of his or her choices. It allows them to feel like a grown up. It is something that is simple enough for them to understand. It is something that works. . .

It is plain and simple MARBLES!

For good choices, you add a marble to your jar. For poor choices, you lose a marble from your jar. The kiddos know that they are in charge of their choices - hence our decision to use the word 'choice'. If they follow the rules of our house, are respectful, do their school work without complaining, remember that we are a team, they earn marbles. If they choose to not do this or hurt their siblings, be sassy, etc, they will lose marbles. On the first day, I did have to empty the jars completely, but after that, it has not happened again. In fact, it was been quite a powerful tool - and everything they do, they ask me if it will earn a marble!

So, I was incredibly pleased on Friday, when after just 5 days, all of Robert and Hannah's marbles were in their jars! We took pictures and sent them to daddy. We celebrated and made a BIG to-do about it. They even received a very special treat - spinning flashlights! The next prize for filling the jars will be an ice cream date with daddy!
They were hungry and not in the mood for a picture!

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Being a Mommy

Last Tuesday, November 8, 2011, was one of the scariest days I have experienced. Seeing my sweet daughter like that, was as traumatic as seeing Wesley in NICU for the first time. Terrible. Nobody wants to see an innocent child in pain. Nobody wants to see an innocent child suffering. Least of all their mother or father. . .

For those of you that know my husband, know that he is a penny pincher, and last Tuesday when I called him and he could hear Hannah's screams, his words were TAKE HER SOMEWHERE. This was not him - he has NEVER said anything like that. I threw things together and we left. I called my mom on my way out there, but she was headed into work. I called my dear friend and put her on standby for the morning to help Daddy with the kiddos (Thank you Mrs. Katrina and Baby Andrew for your help.) My mind was moving so fast. I honestly am not sure how we got to the first place and then subsequently the hospital. I was just moving and scared. . .

During everything, I wanted to cry. I wanted to sob. I wanted someone to comfort me instead of the other way around. But, I had to be strong. If I gave in and cried or lost it, Hannah would have seen my fear and that would have made things worse, which I did not want. Even when she was sleeping, I remained distracted. I prayed. I said the rosary. I read, or at least tried to. . .

When we had to go to the ultrasound or upstairs to a room, I chose to carry her as I did not want her out of my arms. She was right next to me at all times. I did not shower because the thought of leaving her, even for 5 minutes was not allowed. If I ran down to get something to eat, one of the nurses, techs, or even a friend sat with her. I did not so much as get a cup of coffee without her right there with me, which is not me. I am uptight about some things, but not like that. I was absolutely terrified. . .

On Wednesday morning, when she began to perk up, I found myself relaxing a bit more. While she still did not leave my side, I felt less anxious. Her pain was getting better, which resulted in me getting better. As the day went on, everything continued to improve. . .

The true test came at discharge. I was parked in the ER garage and they wheel patients out to the front of the hospital. This meant that I would have to leave her with the tech for 15 minutes so that I could retrieve the truck and drive it around. The entire time, my heart was racing - what if she has another attack while I am gone? What if something happens? Do they have my cell? Do I have my cell? Can I hear it? Then I saw her turn the corner in the yellow hummer/school bus wagon and I had to literally stop myself from running. . .

Our first night home, she slept with me part of the night and I stayed awake watching her every breath. My anxiety was still very present. Thursday, I was able to calm down a bit. She was acting more herself and that helped me greatly. I stayed brave and remained calm for her. . .

Finally, Thursday night, something happened that I had DESPERATELY needed - I talked to my parents. My mom was at work, so I could not talk to her, but I was able to talk to my Papa and the tears just flowed and flowed and flowed. For well over an hour I cried. All of the emotions that I had held onto came flooding out and it felt SO good. At one point, Hannah came in and asked me why I was sad. I tried to stop, but could not, so I explained to her that her tummy ache terribly scared mommy. That it was not her fault. That sometimes you have to cry to feel better. . .

Since then, I have had a good cry almost daily as I deal with this anxiety. Most of the time it is after everyone is in bed and I am alone. Or when I wake in the middle of the night and have to go check on my babies, but they are good cries. . .

Being a mommy is the hardest thing I have ever done. It requires so much - physically and emotionally. And I realize more and more everyday, just how true the saying, "It takes a village to raise a child" is!

*Update* The Tummy Ache from H-E-L-L

Well, Praise God, so far so good! Hannah has complained one time of a tummy ache and gave one scream, but not even 2 minutes later, she was better.

  • We had a follow up with her GI doc yesterday and a Meckel's Scan has been ordered. We are waiting on the scheduler at the clinic to order this test. It is performed in nuclear medicine and she will be required to be on Prevacid for 3 days prior and fasting the day of. Also, this test does not always detect a Meckel Diverticuli. The doc told me that it only does so about 60% of the time. So we need to pray fervently that is she does that it shows up. From there, if the scan is positive, we move to surgery to remove it since it is causing problems. If there is nothing, seen, then we once again go back to the drawing board and decide what, if anything else, we want to do.
    Hannah was not thrilled about being there. . . the others were!
 
  • We are still just watchin' and waitin' for if/when another attack should occur and then we go back to the same plan of call the surgeon, rush to the ER, perform and ultrasound, and head to the OR if an intussusception is seen. . .

I am on edge. Tomorrow, I have a doctors appointment. The kiddos are going to go to my sister-in-law's house, which is fine, but I do not know if *I* am comfortable leaving Hannah. I am so full of anxiety and the what ifs. We are to head to MS in a few weeks, and while I know that we can not put our life on hold, I do not want to be away from *our* docs in case something happens. . . UGH! So, while you are praying for this sweet girl, throw in a prayer for her mommy's nerves if you would!

Thursday, November 10, 2011

The Tummy Ache from H-E-L-L

For over 6 months now, Hannah has had these tummy aches that come and go. They cause her great pain, but typically end within a matter of 15-30 minutes, so I have never done much or really thought anything about them. . . until Tuesday morning. . .

I woke at 4am to her screaming on the bathroom floor. I went in and she was laying down sobbing with one of these episodes. She calmed down and I was able to lay her down. 30 minutes later, I again woke to her screaming on the bathroom floor. I calmed her down and put her back in bed. 30 minutes later, the same thing. This time we went to the couch so that we could snuggle. By 8 am, she had 6 attacks and I was on edge, thinking maybe it was her appendix, especially since she had never had more than 1 episode in a day. . .

Mid-morning, she began with an attack and it quickly escalated to a level I had never seen. It was hands down, the absolute worst episode I had ever seen. Seeing her like that truly terrified me. I called daddy and told him we were off to get her looked at. . .

We started out at a place called Crucial Care, had I been thinking and in the right frame of mind, I would have brought her directly to Wolfson Children's Hospital, but I was not. I think I was truly just praying and hoping that it was nothing serious. 
 

Once we got there, they saw how miserable she was and started everything quickly - The doc came in and attempted to examine Hannah, but Hannah would not let the doc even touch her. They drew labs and tried to place an IV (after 2 sticks, they decided to not place the IV), ordered a CT Scan, and ran a urinalysis. The UA came back clean, but her labs were off. Some were high, others were low. Most alarming to this untrained eye was her white blood count, which was 20,400 - normal is 4,000 - 10,000. . .

Shortly after this, the results came in. My brave princess was sent back for her CT, but prior to this, they had to place an IV. They had already stuck her twice and were having no luck, but we HAD to get this line in. Finally, after 3 more attempts and many tears from Hannah, her brothers, and myself, we had a line and she was brought to CT. Initially they were going to give her something to make her a bit drowsy, but I asked if we could hold off as she was SO miserable and was not moving anyhow. They agreed and Hannah did perfectly! Even holding her breath when she was asked!

After the CT was read, we were told what was going on. My sweet girl was dealing with intussusception - basically her small intestines were telescoping in on themselves. This can be incredibly painful, hence everything that I was seeing. With this, the decision was made that we needed to go to the children's hospital for further evaluation as this can be VERY dangerous - resulting in bowel rupture, bowel death, sepsis, and worse. . .

Daddy arrived and picked up the boys and I frantically drove Hannah to the ER hoping and praying that she would be okay. I was scared, but I could not share that. I had to be strong for my baby. . .

When we made it to the ER, I parked, and went as fast as I could. Within minutes, we were through triage and in a room seeing the doctor. Fluids and an ultrasound were ordered. And then she and I just snuggled on that gurney and waited and prayed. I tried to distract her with some TV and, finally, about 7 hours after the attack began, the pain was begining to lessen. About an 90 minutes after we arrived in the ER, we were brought to ultrasound and Praise God, there was no intussusception seen! If they had seen it, Hannah would have been brought into emergency surgery to correct it and figure out WHY it is happening. . .

So, we returned to the ER and then we were sent up to our room. Finally by 3am, the docs had finished coming in and we were set to sleep. Hannah had already been sleeping for many hours, only waking when the MANY docs would so much as touch her tummy. When 4am came, however, the door opened and in walked out nurse. She calmly told me that they would need more labs. . . more sticks for my sweet girl. They tried the IV with no luck, so we went to the treatment room. The first stick was in her wrist, but that one did not work and all of her other 'good' areas were used, so they went with her left ankle and I think this was hands down the most traumatizing event of the entire ordeal! During the midst of her screams however, she clear as day yelled, "GIVE ME FOOD!" Sadly, there was to be no food as she was on a clear food diet :-( But, we all survived it and she even was able to choose from the treasure chest. In typical Hannah fashion, she asked Nurse Jane if she could have 2 treasures; 1 for Wesley and 1 for Robert. We quickly told her 'no', that she had to choose 3! Then Nurse Jane left the treatment room and returned with a pink squeeze ball and a purple and pink silly band for that brave girl!


We returned to the room and waited for more docs. The peds team and surgeon came early and all gave us their opinion, which was that they needed to have the radiology team at this hospital review the ct from Crucial Care as the intussusception is very rare in 4 1/2 year olds. They also put in a referral for GI. . .

We went about our day - spending quality time together. Resting. Doing a craft in the playroom. Attending a MOSH experiment on the 5th floor. Playing games. Reading. Coloring. Making the most out of our hospital time!

Finally around 2:30p, the GI doc came in. She was very kind and confirmed that Hannah DID have an intussusception episode the day prior. Obviously, it had resolved by this point, but we now have to figure out why this is happening, as it is not normal in kiddos over age 2. From what we described, the doc said it sounds like a Meckel's Diverticulum. This occurs in about 2% of the population, is seen mainly in males, and is congenital. After an exam, she agreed that Hannah was stable and doing well. That the attack was over at this point. The doc left our room to speak with the rest of Hannah's team as to what the next step should be. . .

After a bit, our room phone rang and it was our peds team. They were at St. Vincent's and preparing to deliver a baby, so could not come over, but they wanted to speak with us before we went home. I was completely uneasy about leaving with no answers and a new found fear of the what ifs, but again, Praise God for allowing a wonderful friend there during this time to sit with me and hear my frustrations (thank you SO much, Wendi!) Before we left, however, they wanted to gather a stool sample (not an easy task for someone who has not eaten in 2 days) and get more labs. They also talked to me about d/c instructions and all of that good stuff!

Hannah absolutely lost it when I told her that they needed to draw more blood and with huge eyes told me that she NEVER EVER wants 8 shots again. Followed by her tummy does not hurt so why do they have to hurt her. With that, I lost it! She was again, SO brave!

After the blood draw, we started pumping her full of apple juice so that we could leave. As we were about to walk to the playroom, the surgeon came back in to talk to me. He wanted to go over the plan in person and talk to me about what all of this means. Basically, we all agree that this has been going on for quite some time. And each attack, her intestines are becoming more involved raising the risk for problems and complications, major complications that scare me just thinking about them. He wrote down his cell and told me that when she has another attack, because if this is a Meckel's like they think, she will have another, to call him immediately. He will meet us in the ER and perform an ultrasound. If they see the intussusception on the ultrasound, they will take her immediately to the OR to get a good look as to why. After speaking with him, I felt MUCH better. I at least knew that he understood - he even hugged me before he left, which meant a great deal to me.

After 2 hours, Hannah did what she needed and we left. When we arrived home, Daddy had taken the boys to CCD class which gave Hannah and I time to clean up and just snuggle. She was so ready to see her brothers as she missed them SO much. When they finally arrived home, there was so much screaming in the house, that I am sure the neighbors heard us! The boys gave her the ICEE they picked up for her and Hannah gave them their silly bands. They were just all full of giggles and smiles and everyone went to bed incredibly happy!







Snuggling at home before the boys get home!
The silly bands Hannah earned :-(

Showing Wesley her 'shot'

Making rice with Daddy - her favorite thing to do after her brothers go to bed



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